Another emotional ride home has left me wondering why I am inconsolable. What would make be happy at this point? What would bring me satisfaction, contentment, and pleasure? If I knew, I'm sure I would be happy. I would already be satisfied, content, and pleased.
Trouble is, I don't know. Maybe I need a phase of dissatisfaction to know satisfaction more fully when it gets here.
I wore my sparkly shoes today. I do enjoy my sparkly shoes.
I had City Wraps for lunch. I do enjoy City Wraps.
I had lunch with Darrell. I do enjoy lunching with Darrell.
I accomplished some things at work with minimal strife. I do enjoy that.
So, I should be pleased with my day.
I need to find joy in day-to-day things again, but I'm not sure how I lost it. It's easier to find things when you know where you lost them. But I'll keep looking.
Labels: self-assessment, whining
posted by Jennifer at 7/29/2008 04:35:00 PM